Thursday, May 12, 2011

In A State Of Delirium

(inhale)(exhale)(inhale)(exhale.)
a few cryptic movements inside of what seems like an abyss.
(Inhale)
can you hear a sound ?
in slow motion circling around your space ,
it catches your attention
making everything else a blur .
a million lightbulbs
dizzy and pale.
(exhale)
something is changing now. and you ask yourself , where am i ? is this real ?
(inhale)
and let this fluid travel inside you . like a bolt of lightening , it will cut through.
the breathing gets heavier (while your thinking where is this going to lead you , whats next?)
and suddenly
just suddenly
you wake up somewhere else
or maybe you think that you have woken up somewhere else
But in reality...
well , reality ?
(inhale)(exhale)(inhale)(exhale)
its time to let go off this nasty habit.
time to snap back .
but a hand reaches out from nowhere
its pulling me in
a voice screaming in my head
pleading for just one last time
to drift into the unknown dimensions
that know , no time
or the laws that newton announced.
its a state of delirium .
it eats my insights.
I can feel a part of me burning to death ,
or maybe
its a part of me is coming to life ?